This is a series about a female named Jane, her relationship with herself, with God, the Worlds she lives in and of course a male named Jim. This is one Woman’s Journey of Awakening which explores Love, Relationships, Communication, modern day Society, Social Media, Life Purpose, Spirituality and Religion as well as the Justice system and so much more. The stories will be presented mostly from Jane’s point of view. We will open this series with where Jane is today…
Lying in bed gazing at the hazy morning sky Jane finally looks at the clock to see it is 5:09am on Tuesday the 3rd of August 2010. As she lie awake, memories of the previous day float in her mind and she recalls the mini Rose on her window sill above the kitchen sink. The Rose has been with her about a year, since moving into her new house and is a miracle to be alive. Having just moved it from the pot it was in she knew it’s roots were overgrown and in need of replanting, the leaves are yellowed and dying yet it still lives and even managed to blossom. Sunday as she stood washing the dishes she caught a sweet scent, curious she leaned in to smell if it was the Rose, indeed it was. Rather surprised Jane noted that the Rose a year ago was neither rose coloured, nor did it smell as sweet. As Jane’s mind embraced the memory of the Rose the memory of saying goodbye to Jim when he came to visit last year embraced her. He smelled her hair as they were standing in the hallway of her flat and commented about how she still smelled good. Somewhere deep inside Jane smiled, realising that someway somehow she will always come out smelling like a rose.
It seems to have become a regular thing for her to wake sometime between 4:30-5:30am, so she sits up and does what she regularly does and gives thanks for being alive as she says a prayer for Jim as he begins his day. She goes to the bathroom and as she returns to her bed she feels her innocence as she realises her lack of understanding regarding the previous days events and how she could be labeled ‘guilty’ by the Police for harrassing Jim when all she did was follow her heart, intuition and spiritual guidance while trying to make sense of it all mostly on her own. Thinking that maybe she can be a little willful and headstrong, she still struggles to comprehend how circmstances could be as they are when she thinks about it. Uninterested in struggling she lets go, surrendering to what ‘is’ as she continues her journey one step at a time.
The alarm sounds and the ipod begins to play ~ One ~ by U2
Coming soon… Arrested Development – an appointment at the Police Station
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